Why do we bother tell people the truth when the only thing that is ever heard is the cruel comments?  Why do we waste our breath to make others happy when in the end it doesn't mean a thing?  I'd love to know the answers to these questions because they plague me night and day.  I tell my cousin the truth and still she doubts that I would drop everything to make sure she is safe.  I tell the person closest to me that I love them and that they are perfect, yet the only things that are listened to are the hurtful comments.  I don't know why I bother open my mouth any more. I don't know why I bother with anything because everything I do is wrong. My life isn't perfect.  My Grandparents are all gone now.  They left me to fend for myself.  My parents have health issues and are not the easiest to tell things to. 

There is nothing for me because sooner or later it will all be taken away.  Sooner or later there will be nobody to talk to or help because the cruel comments will take them all away.

Current Mood: rejected

Title: Sugar and Spice
Pairing/Characters: Implied Tim/Lyla, Tim/Tyra, Tim/Julie, Tim/Julie/Lyla
Rating: PG
Warnings (if any): Implied Sex
Spoilers (if any): Season 1 to Present
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters only the story on this page.  Don't bother sue I don't own anything except the shirt on my back and its holely enough that even a moth doesn't want it. 

Current Mood: accomplished

It has been brought to my attention that I am apparently a very shitty friend.  So more than likely if my mind has not been changed in the next 24 hours I am deleteing this journal.  There is no sense in keeping it when there are only two people that ever leave me feedback on anything I put up on here.  If there's anything you want on here please just let me know but more than likely by this time tomorrow the journal and the world of Lis will be gone.  Thanks a lot.

Current Mood: pissed off

Fic: Gift to a Friend
Author: Lis (blklightpixie26@aim.com)
Fandom: Friday Night Lights
Pairing: Tim/Julie (friends only)
Summary: There was just something about being able to surprise a girl when she had no idea who sent the present
Author's Notes: Although I see more with Tim and Julie I decided for this I would just use the friends aspect.  Maybe I'll have the ambition to write them as a little more while the show is on hold.  This is for my Princess Valentine veiledndarkness

Current Mood: accomplished

Fic: Realizations
Author: Lis (blklightpixie26@aim.com)
Fandom: Friday Night Lights
Pairing: Tim/Lyla, Lyla/Jason (implied)
Summary: Jason realizes he lost his girlfriend but it still stings that its to his best friend
Authors Notes: I don't own the characters or the show but the plot for this is atleast mine :)  Thanks to all those who keep the fandom alive.  A huge thanks also goes to <lj-user "veiledndarkness"> for putting up with me everytime I have an idea and need someone to check it over. I love you Princess always and forever.

Current Mood: accomplished

Okay I know  that I swore this would be only for my writing but this is something I feel very very strongly for.  I am a *huge* fan of a television show called Friday Night Lights.  For those who don't know anything about it, it is a show based on a real life school in Texas and what football means to the town.  You can fid out ore about the show at www.fridaynightlightsinsider.com or on NBC's website.  Now the problem is that the show is being threatened.  They want to shut it down permenantly.  For some of you who really don't give a damn please think about the shows you loved and they have taken off the air.  Please, Please PLEASE  sign this petition and help us save this show.  It means a lot to a huge amount of people and if your show could have been saved it would have meant as much to you as it does for us.  Here's the link...  http://www.petitiononline.com/savefnl/petition.html

Current Mood: angry

Fic: New Years Eve
Author: Lis 
Fandom: Friday Night Lights
Pairing: Lyla/Tim
Rating: G
Summary: Tim reflects and then acts on New Years Eve.
Authors Notes: Only the plot is mine the rest belongs to a very rich person of which I am not.  My writing is due to the wonderful people who read and review my works.  I also give a lot of credit to my Princess and beta veiledndarkness

Current Mood: tired

Fic: Things that make Tim Riggins Smile
Author: Lis (blklightpixie26@aim.com)
Fandom: Friday Night Lights
Pairing: Lyla/Tim (implied)
Rating: G
Summary: There is more to make Tim Riggins smile than some people think.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters nor the people. I have very little money and nothing to truly call me own except for my shoes and I won't give them up.( YES THERE IS SPOLIERS FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T SEEN SEASON 1)

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Current Mood: drained

Here I am in all my tired glory.  Hope ya like.  I'll be posting a better idea of who I am after I get my ass kicked at pool.